HAPPY become UPSET

yesterday 26/03/2009 happened many things..
make upset + sad + disappointed...
thought yesterday will be happy..
because yesterday is my "Chinese" birthday..
my dear was bring me out for buy cake to me..
i was so happy..
just a little cake..
no present gave by him..
but i don't mind..
he treat me good..
that's enough for me..
i think everything will be happy today..
how know that's was happened something..
they are quarrel because of ME..
i felt upset, sad..
hope they can recover soon..

now super headache..
too many thing need to worry le..
work... home case..
hope everything will be okie..
my birthday is coming soon..
hope that day will be HAPPY...

爱情

真正的爱情
是靠双方为彼此付出和迁就
单单只有一方付出
这样会让彼此出现距离
也使彼此过得不开心

我也尝试过这种情况
单靠我对他的付出，迁就
使我觉得好辛苦
我正为彼此的感情努力
而他却站在原地踏步
让我们大家有了距离
曾以为只要和他在一起
我就开心了
慢慢的，我发觉真的很辛苦
我会慢慢的想他为我付出
想他像从前对我的忍耐，付出和迁就
但他总是不肯
总是给我一堆理由
当时的我，真的好想放弃一切
但就只是为了三个字
不舍得
让我们的感情拖拖拉拉了几年
最总我们之间发生了问题
我对他不信任了
他选择放弃这段感情
真的谢谢他
让我在爱情里
学会成长

hAtE iT...

Feel nervous to know my exam result..
Why haven’t post it..
I have refresh the page many times..
Hope they can post it asap..
Want to know my result..
Don’t know is passed or failed..

Just checked my exam result..
It show "you are required to resit XXX paper"
Sighzz.. why will like this??
I have tried my best to study and do it ..
Why still will FAILED??
This subject I have resit too many times..
But every times I still will get FAILED??
Can’t get beck my exam paper to show where I done wrongly..
HATE IT!!!

将来

最近身边的朋友都在计划将来的事情，
她们都为将来的事，而忙得团团转，
而我也是时候好好想想未来了，
感觉男人和女人的想法都不一样，
男人的思想总是没有女人所想的复杂，
很难理解男人，
每次和他谈起将来时，
他总会认为我的想法复杂，
而我也想大家以后幸福，开心一点，
但他给我认为，他没有仔细想深一点，
他妈总是催我们早点结婚，
但我们也还年轻啊，才刚在社会上建设着我们的事业，
我们也有我们当初的计划，
不想太早婚。
结婚真的这么容易吗？？